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What its like to be an recovering addict !

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This is my Story  To Start you off, this isn't easy for me to do by any means!  The picture you see above is me back when I was in my active addiction.  Some may see just a girl, some may see someone with a problem.  Now when I first posted this picture of me on Face book, in my mind I thought it was a " HOT PHOTO" my husband liked it right! So why did it matter ?  My mom quickly pointed out that she didn't like this picture at all.  My chest bones were showing and I was really thin.  I looked sick, now this took me a very  long time to see, and now this photo to me is a reminder of where I do not want to ever be again.   I started out as  at as young mom, early 20's who worked 2 jobs and supported my family.  I also went to school to be a nurse.  My life was awesome,  mean what more could I possibly ask for in life.  I found out while pregnant with my first son, whom I had many surgeries and fertility treatments to assist in my getting pregnant (tha

The Life of Shanann Watts

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The Life of the Shanann Watts & Angels Shanann Watts the beautiful all American girl that had a dream of a bigger and better life for n ot only herself but her girls and her unborn Son Niko Lee Watts.  Shanann had always been a fighter and was never scared to follow her heart an go after her dreams, No Matter how hard the fight and how big the struggle.  Shanann at only 34 years of age had already accomplished more than half of the women in her age category at such an young age.  Shanann an resident of North Carolina had been previously married to an well known attorney in North Carolina and was married for around 3 yrs, Shanann discovered this marriage just wasn't for her and began to push herself away from the marriage, and eventually they divorced.  Shanann soon after a failed marriage found out that she had an autoimmune disease called Lupus, this can be very frightening for a young woman in the prime of their life.  Shanann may had looked ok from the outside but insi

The Watts family Homicide Events and Findings !

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The Watts family Homicide is one of the most terrifying and Mind Boggling Cases that I have learned of in my entire 38 years of life. For those of you that don't know anything about this case, I would openly suggest to visit YouTube and Just type in Watts Family and anything you need to know beyond this blog you will find their. The Watts family homicides occurred on the early morning of August 13, 2018, when Christopher Lee Watts (born May 16, 1985) murdered his pregnant wife Shanann Watts (born January 10, 1984) and their daughters Bella, 4, and Celeste, 3, in their home in Frederick, Colorado. Watts pleaded guilty on November 6, 2018, to multiple counts of first-degree murder. Shanann and Chris met via Facebook in 2010 thru a mutual friend. Shanann was in a bad place in her life when her friend suggested him to her and she denied the request. Soon their after Chris Watts sent her a friend request himself. Shanann decided to accept this request from Chris, with the

MY NEW HOME/LAND

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Let me Start out by saying these stories are my own personal stories. They are true things that have happened to myself and family members! I hope you enjoy and just a reminder never doubt yourself for what you 💀see or hear !!💀 I would say the year was 2005, it was late October, my husband & I had just purchased our first home. It was a used Mobile home, nothing brand new or fancy but it was ours. My mom owned some property on the top of the hill, just across the ridge from what my papaw always called Devils Hollow! (I will explain that later), it was beautiful land and very quiet remote country side. The only other person living within almost a mile was my mom and she was just up on the small bank above us. None of us had gotten electricity ran back their yet (yes it was that far off grid) so the nights were very long and dark and your mind could sometimes play some pretty scary tricks on you, we loved it anyway it was a home, I was pregnant with our first b