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What its like to be an recovering addict !

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This is my Story  To Start you off, this isn't easy for me to do by any means!  The picture you see above is me back when I was in my active addiction.  Some may see just a girl, some may see someone with a problem.  Now when I first posted this picture of me on Face book, in my mind I thought it was a " HOT PHOTO" my husband liked it right! So why did it matter ?  My mom quickly pointed out that she didn't like this picture at all.  My chest bones were showing and I was really thin.  I looked sick, now this took me a very  long time to see, and now this photo to me is a reminder of where I do not want to ever be again.   I started out as  at as young mom, early 20's who worked 2 jobs and supported my family.  I also went to school to be a nurse.  My life was awesome,  mean what more could I possibly ask for in life.  I found out while pregnant with my first son, whom I had many surgeries and fertility treatments to assist in my getting pregnant (tha